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Jim Hudson
Posted 2009-11-01 10:36 PM (#22199 - in reply to #22007)
Subject: Cant beat SMF friends !!!!!!!
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Terry, Your friend as am I, are very lucky to have you as a friend. And thank god your knowledge may be able to help her. While I have never done anything that involved a needle, except under surgery , by a actual anesthesieologist, I do so know the other part of the detox deal; first hand OMG

Unfortunately I was not financially able at the time to be able to look for proffesional help, and I was scared to. And for god sake if you need it-- get it ! The only way I made it was I finally told my self, ok Jim , its to the life or to the death and I was serious. Having run serious track for eleven years prior in my life helped with the determination part. but i was going for it and what ever happened -happened philosophy. --Not a fun place to be .

But ( which is really a good thing for todays youth to hear) I wish I could have -- and if your addiction is bad enough -- You have to - thats all there is to it . Its to dangerous not to - between the not being able to sleep for a week-I mean at all, mussle spasms which alone can scare the shit out of you. , hallucinations omg ,may sound like fun? it Isnt! , feeling like fucking hell, couldnt eat,and when I tried felt like throwing it right back up, Being hot than cold in minuites in the same room ,disorientation, OMG and thats just the start of the list .And while what im doing right now ( explaining this) may nix any career future of mine - If I can save some people from that hell- Then so fucking be it ! This is why we are here, (one real good reason) I mean what the hell mattered in the end anyway, and should your friend need some guidence , feel free to pass along my # to her. I had to do it allmost alone, except for one local person I called everyday or several to keep posted on progress and situation. Anyway thank god thats history! and anyone thinking of this please hear me hear,Its not just intravienus stuff, oral stuff can be very dangerous, It winds up in the vains anyway -just a tad slower.
That problem may cost me esentually my life - I lost allmost everthing, and I may now with the recession. all I can say now to anyone , especially if its just for partying - Please think long and hard before you make that mistake. ( And while I may reget having writen this tonight --It was the right thing to do ! ) Gosh , we are so cruel to ourselves sometimes-- U know?

Edited by Jim Hudson 2009-11-01 11:03 PM


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